For better or worse.

[trelali]

My mother is getting married in late June.

Getting a new apartment, taking off a month at the end of the year for a long-planned vacation - neither worked. She's going to buy my ticket in the next couple of days, one weekend, no time taken off work.


I really don't have any words for how much I don't want to go and how much my heart aches just thinking about it.

I didn't answer the phone when she called. She called my grandparents and got them to hand the phone to me.


I promised to be there.

God, I really, really need 2012 to be better than 2011.